Wednesday, March 22, 2017

Razin's 6th birthday

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...



Alhamdulillah... anak sulung dah 6 tahun. Here's a little updates on Razin's birthday last 11th March.




Like always, we had a small celebration in Beruas. Opah made nasi ayam and fried some crabs which were awesome heheh...

Abis makan-makan, we went to Ipoh cos Mak dah booked a room to stay for a night at Weil Hotel, Ipoh. Dah lama sebenarnya Mak nak stay situ cos sebelah Ipoh Parade. Since it's Razin's birthday and I know how much you loveeeee staying in a hotel, so I booked a night. Plus, I want to reward myself too. I afterall had given birth to you, Razin. Hehehehe

Ayah tagged along cos he's the driver. Mak nak bawak Mak Yang actually, tapi since Ayah balik, ok.. pergi jelaa...


Kena upload jugak gambar Mak. 
Untuk "baling belakang", this was my face when I'm 32 years old.
Anak tiga. huhu
Muka tak mekap and tanpa filters.
(oh tapi pakai lipstik)




Check in 2pm 11hb March 2017.



Rileks and berendam dalam tub dulu. 
Rasmikan bathbomb beli dr Bathbomb Malaysia kat Shopee.



Razin pun nak jugak...




Dah petang, mula lapar... merayap ke Ipoh Parade di sebelah. Kebetulan ada auto show.
Gambar Ayah kat atas sebijik posing macam Raul. Hahaha...
So tau la yer Raul ikut sape...


Balik dari makan just melepak kat bilik until Razin ajak Ayah pergi mandi pool.
Kena naik rooftop.


Tak sesuai for kids yang tak tau swimming cos kolamnye dalam.



I wish Ayah captured moments of Mak and you boys like this.
But did he? No.
Unless I told him to. -__-






Ok tu je aktiviti petang.

Dah nak Maghrib turun bilik...

Ayah nak tengok bola malam tu so he didn't want to accompany me to watch a movie at GSC.

Luckily Razin nak je ikut Mak kan...

So we watched a movie at 8.10pm.

Initially Mak planned nak tengok Kong (Skull Island) tapi dah full. So tengok Collide instead.


Okla cite ni. Action packed.

Balik around 10 pm camtu. Tapaukan Marrybrown and makan kat bilik. 
Lama gile tak makan Marrybrown hahahaha...

Esok check out pukul 11. Awal dari biasa cos Ayah nak balik Putrajaya.
Kena singgah Beruas amik Raul & Raiq.




Abaikan Mak pakai tudung sama dari semalam.
Pedulik hape haku... hahaha



Hantar Ayah naik bas balik Putrajaya cos kereta kena tinggal untuk proses tukar nama.






So yeah... that's how your birthday was on 11th March 2017, Razin.

I hope you grow up to be a wise man, book smart & street smart. Mak doakan Razin besar jadi anak yang soleh dan berguna. Bertimbang rasa, penyabar and penyayang. Hidup ni banyak pancarobanya nak... kadang-kadang kita diuji sampai rasa tak mampu nak tanggung beban, tapi hidup mesti diteruskan. Dekatkan diri dengan Allah and you will be okay. I love you so much son. I hope you get to read this one day and know just how much I love you =)
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Wednesday, October 19, 2016

Random videos

Setahun tak update blog ni wei...

Raiq pun dah setahun haha...

Raul 2 tahun, masih belum boleh cakap. Just sikit-sikit je.. His vocab masih limited. He was born on 14th May 2014, and to this day (19th Oct 2016) ape yg dia boleh cakap ialah:-

"Nak apu" (nak susu)
"Mak"
"Ayah"
"Tinnn" (ajin)
"Pen pen" (upin ipin)
"Sakit lahh" tetiba jelas pulak. cos tiru cakap orang
"Taknak"
"A-iq" (raiq)
"Eee! Eee!" (ikan)


Other than that mostly perkataan yang masih tak jelas butirnya. Dia faham ape kita cakap. Tapi masih tak pandai cakap... Am I freaking out? Mmm a bit. Tapi Ayah cool je cos he said Razin dulu pun lambat. Aku tak ingat sangat actually. Takpe, kita tunggu sampai December camne...


Razin, abang long dah 5 tahun. Dah 5 tahun jugak la ade blog ni eh... hehehehe



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Saturday, September 5, 2015

Razin's littlest brother



Hi, my name is Muhammad Raiq Alfatih bin Rostafar.

I was born last July, my birthday was on 29th July 2015. Today I am 39 days old.

I was born via c-sect because I was overdue and still wouldn't come out eventhough Mak was induced.

Mak said that I'm an easier baby than my elder brother, Raul. Oh my 2nd brother was not updated in this blog cos he took all Mak's time. Hahahaha

However, these last few days Mak said I drove her crazy.

Well, I do not nap as often as I used to now. I do not know why... Ermmm maybe because I'm growing? Hello Mak, haven't you read about "growth spurts"??

The above picture is of me drinking Mak's expressed breastmilk. Yeah, she couldn't stock up much cos she ended up giving me the expressed milk to shut me up. Tsk tsk

What can I do Mak... I love direct feeding. I love how you smelled and how you held me... That's why I want to keep on latching. Huhu

Oklah, Mak wants me to nap now.
Bye bye
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Thursday, August 20, 2015

3 brothers






Dah lama mak tak update blog ni. Sejak raul belum lahir lagi. Now Raul dah setahun 3 bulan dah pun. Siap dah kuar adik lagi sorang... Raiq nak masuk hari ke 23 today (20 ogos, 1.21am)

Tak larat maintain byk blog.

I love u boys 😘
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Saturday, April 19, 2014

You're going to be a big brother soon, Razin

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Dear Razin,

I haven't blogged much here for a long time. Been busy. So busy i felt so guilty for bot jotting down your milestone here.

Now i am 34 weeks pregnant. You're going to be a big brother soon. 

There's a mixed feeling. I'm excited for this bew addition to our family, but i am also worried... Worried i can't be there for you the way i did before... Worried too that u'll feel abandon etc...

I feel sad sometimes. Knowing how much u've grown... That u're no longer a baby. I love u so much, Razin... I just want you to know that no matter what, i love you just as much. You're my firstborn :)

I'm thinking this blog needs a new url. I cant deal with too many blogs to update... So maybe we'll change it to another url soon.. 

Anyway, I cant sleep. You're already fast asleep after threwing tantrums cos you can't watch Pocoyo. Oh well, u always slept late and now that we're at Opah's for the weekend, you must learn that you dont always get what you want, Razin. Thank God there were your Mak Yang and Opah to entertain you for a while. I was tired and i couldnt deal with your crying without yelling.... So it's better if your Mak Yang and Opah who consoled your angry fits.

It's already 2.17 am... And i'm not sleepy. I just lay beside you listening to your breathing. You're such an angel when you're sleeping, sayang... Made my heart ached knowing that soon you'll be big enough starting your own little adventure.

And this world... What a challenging world it is... I'm praying that you will never lose your path. I'm praying that you will be a good servant to Allah. Better than your own Mak and Ayah. Amin.

I still have so many things to write but i dont know whether i should write it here. Better stop now.

Last but not least, Razin, you will always be my baby.... Always.


Gambar lama...

Rindu your baby self...

Such a big boy already... 3 years old.
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Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Ape tu?

Razin mcm takut... Mcm curious juga dgn satu benda dalam almari display mak...


"Mak... ape tu??"

Ape dia ajin?

"Tuuuu"


Mana dia?

"Itu la mak" guna tgn kiri pulak tunjuk.

Xnampak pun Ajin.

"Buka lampu"

Ok.

Mak aku pun bgn dan buka lampu... 

Laju je Razin terus pg kt kabinet.


"Ni dia makk"

Oooo....


"Nak main"

Akhirnya aku bg razin dukung tapi dia xlarat.

Tu doll utk demo babywearing consultation hehehe.. Berat tu! Mcm berat bayi manusia real life ;)








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Friday, September 13, 2013

Razin ke taska

Yezza... Razin dah pergi taska starting this week.

Pergi Isnin lepas, Selasa tak pegi... Rabu and Khamis pegi. Yang hari Selasa tak pegi tu cos hujan lebat sangat. So mak malas nak bawak kereta tengah2 hujan.

Tapi elokla... I found out later that area traffic lite dkt umah ni banjir because of the non-stop rain.

1st day tu Razin tak nangis. Maybe sebab Mak Teh ada (Diyana br keje situ), so Razin anggap macam kena tinggal kejap je kot? Ntah le...

Tapi 2nd day tu Razin nangis-nangis dan merajuk... merap je ngan Mak Teh. Sampai Mak Teh mesej mak gitau Ajin nangis2 je nak balik.

Sorry la sayang... time tu mak dah sampai umah. Taska tu bukan dekat. Lagipun sampai bila razin nak berdikari kan... ala, tinggal kejap je pun. For your own good too. You'll meet new friends... learn new things... takdela sikit2 main 'apad' (iPad) and tgk ultraman je!

Alhamdulillah arini razin ok je. Masa mak tinggal, ajin tak nangis pun. Tho Mak Teh still cakap ajin tak nak makan and merap dengan Ateh je...

Takpela sayang... i hope in time, you'll get used to it.

Mak baru je gitau Ayah malam ni tentang plan taska Razin tu... Mak ingat nak hantar Razin sampai bulan 10 nnt je. I miss you! Sunyi je rumah Razin takde... plus, taska tu jauh... 10-13 minit nak sampai. (kat dalam unikl mimet). But I chose that place because your Ateh is there. So tak risau la kena abuse ke ape... yup, fobia sikit huhu....

But Ayah cakap, tunggu la sampai abis tahun ni... means sampai December lah! Well, we'll see...

Mak memang rasa agak lega jugak cos kurang stress di rumah... I mean, I dont have to clean up the mess you did or feel so irritated that you interrupt my work. That's the bright side... and one of the main reason I sent you to a daycare.

Sekarang ni mak akan hantar Razin pukul 8 ke taska. Kadang-kadang 8.30... paling lewat memang 8.30 jela. hehe... and baru sekali je hantar razin belum mandi. Oh well, most of other parents hantar anak diorg sume tak mandi ke taska. kakakaka... so? lagipun yang tak mandi tu sebab razin takmo bangun. kesian pulak nak kejut. waktu yang dah mandi and wangi tu sebab razin jaga time mak bangun... around 6.30 camtu....

Anywayyy... ade jugak orang kata mak ni 'MEMBAZIR' je hantar razin pegi taska... yela, it's not as if i have to go  to office ke... tapi lantak la.. i need my own space too. Lagipun 'kerja' mak sekarang dah tak menang tangan. Mak mengadap laptop dari pagi sampai petang. Dalam waktu tu la nak masak, sidai kain, bungkus barang, pos barang and kemas rumah. And if u're home with me, you also need my attention. I feel like I dont focus the way I should on my work. Padahal my work pays the bills, put the food in our mouth etc. Just because I work from home, people judge me that I dont earn much. That I shouldnt send you to a daycare.

Lantakla orang nak fikir ape kan... Mak fikir, Razin dah 2 tahun lebih. Tak penah kena hantar nursery. Hantar ke Beruas je. tapi bukan hari2... Mak fikir, mak nak bagi Razin bersosial. Jangan jadi kera sumbang dan tak reti berkawan. And gives you exposure too. Sebab Mak memang dah lama nak join playgroups ke ape... tapi kat Manjung ni takde. Plus, I dont have much friends myself. T_T

Mak jugak fikir, some time apart would reward in good quality time together. I realized how much I miss you! I really miss having you around... then I would begin folding clothes that has been piling up for weeks, cleaning and cooking... to kill the time (when I'm not busy online).

Mak selalu busy minggu gaji je... time tu memang macam orang gila buat keje huhu... and that's when a daycare would really be a good help.

Alhamdulillah. dah beberapa hari Ajin pegi taska, dan di saat entry ni ditulis, tiada longgokan baju kotor dalam bakul, tiada longgokan baju bersih tak berlipat serta tiada pinggan mangkuk kotor dalam sinki.

Baju2 yang dah mesin pun semua di ampaian. Baru je sidai tadi. Baru la mak bole jadi housewife yang baik! hahahah... kalau x, malu nak ajak orang masuk rumah :P

Another good thing about sending you to a daycare is.... you no longer sleep late! Kalau sebelum ni Razin tido pukul 2,3 pagi  tu perkara biase... but now not anymore! Maybe sebab dah penat kat taska? And setiap kali balik taska kita akan singgah mana2 utk jalan... so of cos razin tak tido...hehehe


Okla... that's all for now.

Nanti sambung lagi.. gambar akan upload kemudian.

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